Do you belong to JESUS ?

I have gone through hell for JESUS and I know there’s so much more yet to come, but HE has never left my side and I know HE never will. JESUS’ faithfulness is what encourages me to keep going. I know only very few hearts that truly know and love my Father JESUS and I know they understand what I’m talking about. You know when the world, Satan and man try to hold you back from sticking to JESUS, when you fail so many times and mess up so many times and lose hope, when you can literally feel yourself falling short from the grace of JESUS, when you feel like you’ll never be good enough for JESUS, when you’re convinced that every time you fall you’ll never have the nerve nor strength to get back up. When you sit and weep over your wicked flesh, about the lost souls, about the state that the world has chosen to be in. When you feel and experience how real the battle for your soul is, when you have to fight daily to keep walking on the narrow path. When you leap for joy randomly when you feel JESUS presence suddenly during the day, when you write HIM silly little poems and draw HIM cute “I love you JESUS” drawings and hang them on the wall, when you make up songs in your heart and sing them to HIM while watching the sky at night, when you gaze into HIS creation and just whisper “WOOOOOW JESUS!!!”. When you continue to love the people around you even if they give up on you and hurt you in different way, when you desire to comfort every broken heart and wounded spirit, when you wish you could make them see how beautiful JESUS really is, when you just wanna go and tell everyone that you love them SO much with all of your heart, mind and soul, when you make funny faces just to make them laugh and cheer them up, when you are willing to sit next to them quietly for as long as they need you there just to make them feel better and know that they’re not alone. When you keep seeking JESUS no matter what happens, no matter how much the world tells you you can’t make it, no matter how much of a failure you feel, you still trust HE is going to deliver you. THAT is how I know a heart belongs to JESUS, when they don’t give up on HIM no matter what. They have JESUS’ heart, because HE HIMSELF doesn’t give up on anybody that comes to HIM.