What is the REAL/TRUE meaning of selfless LOVE?

it is NOT unloving or prideful to speak what the heart of Jesus is Feeling, what pleases/displeases him, and what he teaches and shows the hearts that DRAW near to HIM with all their hearts in this life. It’s NOT meant to harm or anger or hurt you when a true sheep of God tells you when God commands them to tell you that your heart is far from him, you do not currently know him, and whether or not you are born AGAIN of his Holy spirit. it is NOT being in a cult or under bondage or deceived or ‘forsaking the fellowship’ when a heart heeds to the voice of Jesus/their conscience and comes OUT of the MAN MADE, WORLDLY, SATANIC, DELUSIONAL, & DECEPTIVE church system/buildings built by the understanding and leading of man & Satan’s OWN wicked heart motives/understanding and when that heart begins to really charge AFTER God’s own heart and to APPLY & SPEAK all the wisdom, knowledge, TRUTH, revelations, and words of love,  healing, and restoration to the broken hearted that they may too come to know the CREATOR of the UNIVERSE intimately in THIS life in order for them to be safe with him when they physically die. it’s not prideful/arrogant to declare your OBEDIENCE to Jesus to the world to set his HOLY example. it’s not prideful or blasphemous to walk just as God walked and to seek to be exactly just like Him. it is the TRUE & REAL MEANING of LOVE (JESUS HIMSELF) to do/say/be all of the above and it is MEANT to draw you unto Repentance/Jesus Himself and to set you FREE from all the bondage of sin/satan/the world/death and to PROTECT & help SAVE your very SOUL. ❤


Who is Jesus Christ?

I know Jesus Christ, He is GOD Almighty and he does not live in physical man built buildings made by hands. Jesus wants you to know that He is not part of ANY religion, congregation, nor denomination of MAN. How can you find God in this life? You can find God in this life by seeking him diligently with your whole heart, mind, soul, and strength and wanting him& placing him more than anything and anyone in this life/world and a heart proves to Jesus that they want him and place him above everything and everyone, including self, in their hearts, minds, and lives by clinging to him and willing to lose everything that he requires of them qnd that they can ever lose for loving him and obeying him with their whole heart in THIS life because they care for their Creator’s heart and they want to be right with him and to make peace with him as well as they desire for every soul to come to a place repentance where they don’t desire anything or anyone more than getting right with their Creator and making peace with him in this life so that they can spend eternity with him. It’s all about building your own relationship (obedience/fellowship/covenant) with JESUS in this life, go to him for all things, he loves you mote than your mind can ever comprehend and because he loves you more than you can comprehend he is calling to deny your self (give up your selfish,wicked, and sinful lifestyle/ways and lay your life down for him and for every soul), pick up your cross (take part in his suffering for loving every soul selflessly and doing what is RIGHT in his sight), and FOLLOW HIM (have a real, alive, close, personal, and intimate relationship/fellowship with him daily -know, love, fear, and obey him in all things in spirit and in truth.)


Whom will you serve?

JESUS is bringing an end to my testimony soon. I have spoken the heart of my GOD to the fullest to bring all to repentance and life. I have been a faithful witness to my Father. Now is the time for HIM to be glorified in me. I must decrease but HE must increase. HE has given you your whole life to choose whom you will serve. Choose now.  Time is about over and every prophecy spoken by HIS true sheep WILL be fulfilled. HE is allowing us to speak up for HIM on here only for a season.  Then it will be cut off. Choose today whether you will follow your Creator and be persecuted then killed for HIS sake or be swept away along withgirl_silhouette this world that you love. Be not deceived, the sword is ALREADY HERE.

Time is running out, turn to JESUS

People get offended when you tell them how serious this time is and how important it is to seek JESUS with all of their heart, mind and soul and give up ALL what the world is offering them. They don’t want to believe that what the world is offering them actually leads to DEATH, they don’t want their “fun” to be over, they want to continue in their own ways doing their own things and not giving it a second thought. They keep ignoring JESUS’ voice as HE is calling them back to HIM, they are turning their face away from HIM and saying : “No GOD, I got this. I can handle this better than you, thanks.” , they are rejecting HIS heart and spirit and insisting on walking on the broad way that leads to DEATH. Most don’t even realize how REAL this is, unless JESUS is living within your heart you cannot see what time it is, you cannot see how grieved HIS heart is, you cannot see what HE wants you to see and hear what HE wants you to hear. This is distraction and death time, DEATH is already inhabiting many, many hearts that do not know JESUS nor are giving HIM a chance to to know HIM. Many are choosing to be deaf and blind to the TRUTH set before their eyes and ears as they refuse to turn to JESUS and give HIM their hearts. JESUS is NOW building with HIMSELF the hearts that truly seek HIM, HE is preparing the crowns of life that HIS true children that love HIM more than anything and anyone else (including self) will be crowned with. This is time and it has arrived, JESUS is giving second chances to ALL the hearts of mankind but 99% are REJECTING HIM. They may profess HIM with their mouths but with their hearts and the way they live they ARE pushing HIS heart away and NOT doing what HE says and commands. Time is NOW to know JESUS and cling to HIM with every little bit of your being, EVERYTHING. Give yourself 100% to JESUS and let HIM build you with HIS heart before it’s too late, IT IS ALREADY LATE, run to JESUS and let HIM save you from this world that’s drowning in its own wickedness. JESUS loves you and doesn’t desire for any heart to perish,



Do you belong to JESUS ?

I have gone through hell for JESUS and I know there’s so much more yet to come, but HE has never left my side and I know HE never will. JESUS’ faithfulness is what encourages me to keep going. I know only very few hearts that truly know and love my Father JESUS and I know they understand what I’m talking about. You know when the world, Satan and man try to hold you back from sticking to JESUS, when you fail so many times and mess up so many times and lose hope, when you can literally feel yourself falling short from the grace of JESUS, when you feel like you’ll never be good enough for JESUS, when you’re convinced that every time you fall you’ll never have the nerve nor strength to get back up. When you sit and weep over your wicked flesh, about the lost souls, about the state that the world has chosen to be in. When you feel and experience how real the battle for your soul is, when you have to fight daily to keep walking on the narrow path. When you leap for joy randomly when you feel JESUS presence suddenly during the day, when you write HIM silly little poems and draw HIM cute “I love you JESUS” drawings and hang them on the wall, when you make up songs in your heart and sing them to HIM while watching the sky at night, when you gaze into HIS creation and just whisper “WOOOOOW JESUS!!!”. When you continue to love the people around you even if they give up on you and hurt you in different way, when you desire to comfort every broken heart and wounded spirit, when you wish you could make them see how beautiful JESUS really is, when you just wanna go and tell everyone that you love them SO much with all of your heart, mind and soul, when you make funny faces just to make them laugh and cheer them up, when you are willing to sit next to them quietly for as long as they need you there just to make them feel better and know that they’re not alone. When you keep seeking JESUS no matter what happens, no matter how much the world tells you you can’t make it, no matter how much of a failure you feel, you still trust HE is going to deliver you. THAT is how I know a heart belongs to JESUS, when they don’t give up on HIM no matter what. They have JESUS’ heart, because HE HIMSELF doesn’t give up on anybody that comes to HIM.


Depression & Suicide : My Testimony

First of all, I wanna say that JESUS has put it on my heart to write this days ago but I’m just doing it now, so I apologize and I repent before the LORD for delaying HIS message.

There are many broken hearts and lost souls that are ready to give up on their lives for simply not having the meaning of LIFE. I used to be one of them. And just to mention, I suffered from depression AFTER I got born-again. It’s because I kept on sinning willfully and thought that being saved by grace and through faith means we can sin and we’d STILL be accepted in the sight of JESUS, it’s a lie. I kept sinning more and more each day and walked away from the LORD. I’d feel convicted, deep inside, I knew what I was doing was wrong. I felt shame, guilt, and fear. That’s how I dragged my self down to that dark pit of depression. I’d go looking for healing in the wrong places, I went back to seeking love from MAN. I’d cry to JESUS to save me from my depression but then go and sin again, it was horrible. I felt so alone, scared, hurt, unworthy, unloved, and lost. I knew the LORD back then, but I walked away from HIM. I’d still go to HIM in prayer every night asking for help and deliverance, but I still felt something was missing : I didn’t repent of my sin. That’s what created a barrier between me and my Creator JESUS CHRIST. By that time, I had heard about a friend of mine, who lives away,  that she tried to kill herself. Now I have never thought of solving my depressive periods of time by suicide, but I believe that the same demons who whispered lies into my friend’s ears have done the same to me. Now I’m not trying to say I am irresponsible of this, because I have gave them my ears and believed their lies too, that is caused by the lack of having a relationship with JESUS (which includes trusting in HIM). That’s when I started seriously thinking of committing suicide and just ending the pain. Everything and everyone seemed to be going down around me : school, home, friends, family etc..I’d spend my free time sleeping, and when I’d wake up, I’d wish that I’ll never wake up again the next time I go to sleep. I lost my reason to live, and I thought by killing myself I’d be with JESUS and get rid of this world and all the heart ache it causes.

But one day, I started looking up on the internet for ways of healing depression through JESUS. I came across this video : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pYGdDp6dHew

I felt like my understanding was being opened up and my spirit waking up. I contacted my sister in CHRIST who made that video, and she prayed for me. At the same night, I prayed to JESUS with all of my heart, I asked HIM to do whatever it takes to heal me and HE did. The next morning, I felt new and restored. JESUS has removed all the burdens I’d carried around for such a long time and placed them away. HE healed me!!! Satan still tries at times to whisper those suicidal thoughts into my ears but all I do now is say : “Shut up Satan in JESUS’ name! ” and he obeys.

I thank the LORD so much for having mercy on my soul, and I pray that you guys trust in HIM no matter what. HE cares to know the way you feel and about your heart issues and problems, HE CAN HELP!!

JESUS loves you so much, go to HIM for perfect healing 🙂Image


I remember every little detail of how I first got saved and born again, it was such a beautiful and peaceful feeling that this world can’t give. But SATAN didn’t like it, and he started filling my head with lies , like the “once saved always saved” lie. But he cannot force you nor I to sin , WE SIN willfully. So I believed his lies and followed him, because what he said sounded pleasurable to my eyes and I liked the sin he was getting back to. And I got involved again in lust, fornication, and adultery. I believed that it was OKAY because now I believe in JESUS, and that I can sin and STILL be forgiven and allowed into HIS kingdom. But deep inside in my heart, everytime I practiced that sin, I felt very convicted and asked JESUS to forgive me and told HIM that I was sorry. I knew that it was wrong, but I thought that saying “sorry” was enough and that it was REPENTANCE. I started reading online about it and finding excuses for that sin, I was looking for   any thing to justify my sin rather than finding my way out of it. But then I read a comment somewhere about someone that got delivered from that very same sin after asking JESUS for deliverance. So I still went on practicing my sin, and after I was done I asked JESUS to deliver me. it was just crazy. But one night as I was surfing , I believe that JESUS has lead me to come across a video on Youtube about a testimony of a brother who got set free from that sin. As I read the whole testimony and when I was done, I cried out to JESUS with my whole heart and asked HIM for help, I told HIM that I truly don’t want to sin anymore, and that I am ready to receive HIS power of deliverance I literally said to HIM ” Please give me power to overcome”. And guess what? HE DID !!! HE delivered me right away, in one night, all it took was a prayer from the depth of a sinner’s broken heart. Yes, even though I accepted JESUS as my LORD and SAVIOR, I still sinned, therefore I was STILL a SINNER.Of course there was temptation after that , even the very next morning. And I admit that I did give in to some of it by my imagination and thoughts, but I asked JESUS to set me free from them and HE did. The temptation WILL come back, and much stronger sometimes, but the right thing to do is CALL UPON THE NAME OF JESUS. Only HIM , with HIS powerful presence can save you. and stay with HIM in prayer until the temptation fades away. And as a matter of fact, we should stay with JESUS all day long : in our thoughts, hearts,minds,words. THAT is how you turn your life into prayer and make it a habit, you can go check my article on this subject of “How do I know JESUS better?” here:  https://nallifollowthelight.wordpress.com/2013/03/27/how-do-i-know-jesus-better/

And I pray that the LORD will always bless and keep you from the wickedness of this world, always remember to go to HIM and seek HIS truth, HE IS THE TRUTH !! 🙂Image,