What is the REAL/TRUE meaning of selfless LOVE?

it is NOT unloving or prideful to speak what the heart of Jesus is Feeling, what pleases/displeases him, and what he teaches and shows the hearts that DRAW near to HIM with all their hearts in this life. It’s NOT meant to harm or anger or hurt you when a true sheep of God tells you when God commands them to tell you that your heart is far from him, you do not currently know him, and whether or not you are born AGAIN of his Holy spirit. it is NOT being in a cult or under bondage or deceived or ‘forsaking the fellowship’ when a heart heeds to the voice of Jesus/their conscience and comes OUT of the MAN MADE, WORLDLY, SATANIC, DELUSIONAL, & DECEPTIVE church system/buildings built by the understanding and leading of man & Satan’s OWN wicked heart motives/understanding and when that heart begins to really charge AFTER God’s own heart and to APPLY & SPEAK all the wisdom, knowledge, TRUTH, revelations, and words of love,  healing, and restoration to the broken hearted that they may too come to know the CREATOR of the UNIVERSE intimately in THIS life in order for them to be safe with him when they physically die. it’s not prideful/arrogant to declare your OBEDIENCE to Jesus to the world to set his HOLY example. it’s not prideful or blasphemous to walk just as God walked and to seek to be exactly just like Him. it is the TRUE & REAL MEANING of LOVE (JESUS HIMSELF) to do/say/be all of the above and it is MEANT to draw you unto Repentance/Jesus Himself and to set you FREE from all the bondage of sin/satan/the world/death and to PROTECT & help SAVE your very SOUL. ❤


“Come to me as a CHILD”-Love, Jesus

What is playing with Jesus? Playing with Jesus is dancing, singing, jumping, running, walking, drawing, making hearts out of stuff FOR & WITH HIM♥ Jesus’ obedient children are transformed into HIS little children at heart and in spirit, they share their JOY and LOVE for their Creator with ALL their hearts for the WORLD to see and to come to know and to fall in love with Jesus too. If you do not have a childlike faith in Jesus and if you DON’T love him with your WHOLE HEART you can’t even do any of the above, you wouldn’t do any of the above if you have not taken the time to get to know your Creator and to fall in love with live himself (your Creator) in this life because you still fear man and their opinions rather than fearing Jesus. Jesus IS the perfect LOVE that casts out ALL fear!! When you love Jesus with your whole heart, mind, and soul, then it will be NATURAL for you to express your joy and love for him in a childlike way that this workd deems as insane, weird, and even EVIL. if you still fear man and what man think of you then you are in sin and in need of repentance. I say this in love because I see so many deeming the TRUE childlike, pure, and undefiled heart of God as EVIL because he is holy, righteous, and NOT of the world.  It’s natural for me to be constantly talking to my God, audibly or in my heart and mind, I don’t fear man. Yes I’ve been seen as evil and crazy but I cannot compromise who my God is, I can NOT and I do NOT want to HIDE my joy and love for Jesus Christ. He is my LIFE!! I LOVE HIM WITH MY WHOLE HEART, this is what a heart that loves their Creator would look like in spirit. They won’t be ASHAMED of their God Almighty and their passion, love, joy, and all consuming FIRE for him in spirit and in truth. Jesus IS the fire of truth, love, holiness, righteousness,joy, and LIFE that burns within me. He gives me his breathe of LIFE daily to glorify him in all that I do, speak, and think/ponder upon. Jesus is my constant thought and conversation.  He lives in ME and these are HIS words that he wants you to heed to and to make the time and the effort to seek him, abide in him, and draw near to him daily/DILIGENTLY with tour whole heart. Jesus wants to have a RELATIONSHIP with you that you won’t be ashamed to share with the world out of love for him and for every SOUL.
Go to Jesus.

Will you pass the test?

This life is a test.

Those FEW who have sought JESUS with all of their heart, mind and soul and remain faithful to HIM by clinging to HIM till the very end are the ones who pass this test. Sadly, MOST are choosing to fail this test of knowing their Creator and drawing near to HIM by remaining in their selfish life styles that offer temporary comfort and happiness. This life is a test from JESUS for ALL mankind to see who is worthy of spending eternity WITH HIM. HE is eternal life. Those who endure till the end will be saved, JESUS is salvation. JESUS loves you so much, HE will reveal HIS heart to anyone who seeks HIM diligently with the RIGHT (selfless) heart motives. JESUS reveals HIMSELF to the hearts that prove to HIM that they want HIM more than anything and anyone else including self. HE shows up before the heart that cries out to HIM with repentant tears and gives them the gift of eternal life (HIMSELF). If you are abiding in JESUS, you are ALREADY abiding in eternal life. So few pass the test that GOD ALMIGHTY has placed before them because so few seek after protecting the heart of JESUS by submitting, serving and obeying HIM daily as they crucify their flesh and walk by HIS Holy Spirit and sound mind. So few want my GOD. SO FEW love HIM sincerely and selflessly. JESUS knows each heart and HE desires to be YOUR strength to pass this test and spend eternity WITH HIM, but HE is not willing to force HIMSELF upon ANY heart. Seek JESUS with all of your heart, mind, soul and strength while there IS still time. HE loves you so much and wants to save you from the snare of death. Go to JESUS for all things.


JESUS: the peace that surpasses all understanding

JESUS is my PEACE that surpasses all understanding in all situations. HE clothes me with HIS robe of righteousness and feeds me of HIS very heart and sound mind daily. HE calls me to rise up in the morning and puts me to sleep at night, HE shares HIS thoughts and the desires of HIS heart with me. HE shows me the truth about everything and disciplines me. HE sets my mind on all that is holy, pure and of good report. HE guides my feet in HIS ways of LIFE and teaches me HIS mysteries and secrets of the spirit. JESUS smiles upon me as I look up to HIM and say “Papa, what should I do about this?” or “Where should I go?” , HE fills me with the fullness of HIMSELF because ALL I want and desire is HIS undefiled heart and holy spirit to dwell within. HE is all that I’m pursuing and seeking, HE is my treasure!! AH how I love you JESUS!!!! 

My GOD is the tender heart. HE cares for your heart and soul and desires to take all of your pain away by comforting you with HIMSELF and pouring HIS love and peace that surpasses all understanding within. JESUS is LIFE !! 

JESUS desires to be allowed to shape every heart with HIS own hands .

JESUS is giving a chance to ALL to be cleansed from ALL sin, set free from ALL bondage and born again of spirit and truth (HIMSELF).


Time is running out, turn to JESUS

People get offended when you tell them how serious this time is and how important it is to seek JESUS with all of their heart, mind and soul and give up ALL what the world is offering them. They don’t want to believe that what the world is offering them actually leads to DEATH, they don’t want their “fun” to be over, they want to continue in their own ways doing their own things and not giving it a second thought. They keep ignoring JESUS’ voice as HE is calling them back to HIM, they are turning their face away from HIM and saying : “No GOD, I got this. I can handle this better than you, thanks.” , they are rejecting HIS heart and spirit and insisting on walking on the broad way that leads to DEATH. Most don’t even realize how REAL this is, unless JESUS is living within your heart you cannot see what time it is, you cannot see how grieved HIS heart is, you cannot see what HE wants you to see and hear what HE wants you to hear. This is distraction and death time, DEATH is already inhabiting many, many hearts that do not know JESUS nor are giving HIM a chance to to know HIM. Many are choosing to be deaf and blind to the TRUTH set before their eyes and ears as they refuse to turn to JESUS and give HIM their hearts. JESUS is NOW building with HIMSELF the hearts that truly seek HIM, HE is preparing the crowns of life that HIS true children that love HIM more than anything and anyone else (including self) will be crowned with. This is time and it has arrived, JESUS is giving second chances to ALL the hearts of mankind but 99% are REJECTING HIM. They may profess HIM with their mouths but with their hearts and the way they live they ARE pushing HIS heart away and NOT doing what HE says and commands. Time is NOW to know JESUS and cling to HIM with every little bit of your being, EVERYTHING. Give yourself 100% to JESUS and let HIM build you with HIS heart before it’s too late, IT IS ALREADY LATE, run to JESUS and let HIM save you from this world that’s drowning in its own wickedness. JESUS loves you and doesn’t desire for any heart to perish,



Do you belong to JESUS ?

I have gone through hell for JESUS and I know there’s so much more yet to come, but HE has never left my side and I know HE never will. JESUS’ faithfulness is what encourages me to keep going. I know only very few hearts that truly know and love my Father JESUS and I know they understand what I’m talking about. You know when the world, Satan and man try to hold you back from sticking to JESUS, when you fail so many times and mess up so many times and lose hope, when you can literally feel yourself falling short from the grace of JESUS, when you feel like you’ll never be good enough for JESUS, when you’re convinced that every time you fall you’ll never have the nerve nor strength to get back up. When you sit and weep over your wicked flesh, about the lost souls, about the state that the world has chosen to be in. When you feel and experience how real the battle for your soul is, when you have to fight daily to keep walking on the narrow path. When you leap for joy randomly when you feel JESUS presence suddenly during the day, when you write HIM silly little poems and draw HIM cute “I love you JESUS” drawings and hang them on the wall, when you make up songs in your heart and sing them to HIM while watching the sky at night, when you gaze into HIS creation and just whisper “WOOOOOW JESUS!!!”. When you continue to love the people around you even if they give up on you and hurt you in different way, when you desire to comfort every broken heart and wounded spirit, when you wish you could make them see how beautiful JESUS really is, when you just wanna go and tell everyone that you love them SO much with all of your heart, mind and soul, when you make funny faces just to make them laugh and cheer them up, when you are willing to sit next to them quietly for as long as they need you there just to make them feel better and know that they’re not alone. When you keep seeking JESUS no matter what happens, no matter how much the world tells you you can’t make it, no matter how much of a failure you feel, you still trust HE is going to deliver you. THAT is how I know a heart belongs to JESUS, when they don’t give up on HIM no matter what. They have JESUS’ heart, because HE HIMSELF doesn’t give up on anybody that comes to HIM.



I remember every little detail of how I first got saved and born again, it was such a beautiful and peaceful feeling that this world can’t give. But SATAN didn’t like it, and he started filling my head with lies , like the “once saved always saved” lie. But he cannot force you nor I to sin , WE SIN willfully. So I believed his lies and followed him, because what he said sounded pleasurable to my eyes and I liked the sin he was getting back to. And I got involved again in lust, fornication, and adultery. I believed that it was OKAY because now I believe in JESUS, and that I can sin and STILL be forgiven and allowed into HIS kingdom. But deep inside in my heart, everytime I practiced that sin, I felt very convicted and asked JESUS to forgive me and told HIM that I was sorry. I knew that it was wrong, but I thought that saying “sorry” was enough and that it was REPENTANCE. I started reading online about it and finding excuses for that sin, I was looking for   any thing to justify my sin rather than finding my way out of it. But then I read a comment somewhere about someone that got delivered from that very same sin after asking JESUS for deliverance. So I still went on practicing my sin, and after I was done I asked JESUS to deliver me. it was just crazy. But one night as I was surfing , I believe that JESUS has lead me to come across a video on Youtube about a testimony of a brother who got set free from that sin. As I read the whole testimony and when I was done, I cried out to JESUS with my whole heart and asked HIM for help, I told HIM that I truly don’t want to sin anymore, and that I am ready to receive HIS power of deliverance I literally said to HIM ” Please give me power to overcome”. And guess what? HE DID !!! HE delivered me right away, in one night, all it took was a prayer from the depth of a sinner’s broken heart. Yes, even though I accepted JESUS as my LORD and SAVIOR, I still sinned, therefore I was STILL a SINNER.Of course there was temptation after that , even the very next morning. And I admit that I did give in to some of it by my imagination and thoughts, but I asked JESUS to set me free from them and HE did. The temptation WILL come back, and much stronger sometimes, but the right thing to do is CALL UPON THE NAME OF JESUS. Only HIM , with HIS powerful presence can save you. and stay with HIM in prayer until the temptation fades away. And as a matter of fact, we should stay with JESUS all day long : in our thoughts, hearts,minds,words. THAT is how you turn your life into prayer and make it a habit, you can go check my article on this subject of “How do I know JESUS better?” here:  https://nallifollowthelight.wordpress.com/2013/03/27/how-do-i-know-jesus-better/

And I pray that the LORD will always bless and keep you from the wickedness of this world, always remember to go to HIM and seek HIS truth, HE IS THE TRUTH !! 🙂Image,